Kaos

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Change the way you talk to yourself so you can start feeling good about the things you say out loud. Question why your praise must be measured in comparison to other people. How flexible are you compared to other people? Why can’t it just be how flexible are you as compared to no one but yourself? If I’m flexible, there may very well be other people who are flexible, but it doesn’t need to matter if it’s more or less than I am. I can just be flexible. I don’t need to prove it’s good enough or as good as or even better. I just am, and I can increase or decrease my flexibility according to my desires and self-conditions. Individuation is not individualism is an excuse used by people who are too scared to admit they are so insatiable for truth they would leave everyone else behind. All choice is desire purified into immediacy. The absence of tension, the feeling of relief, of having been tense but not feeling tense anymore. Not because the tension didn’t exist but because you chose to shift it. The relief of immediacy creates renewal. With every muscle relaxed, every pressure point agitated into release simply because energy wants to be free, the body begins repair. That is the beginning of the creative life. Not the absence of tension, but the choice to shift it. Obscure your power to be dangerously precise and contained and the insecurity of the fateless will become a mine field to circumvent, eclipsing the luminosity of the moment. To be called by your name is to realize the accusations are false, all while you carry a stronger, more active connotation of being treacherous and disloyal to one that came before time. It’s supposed to have meaning morally sanctified by the appointed God and the community, when you choose a name for yourself. But what if there is no God to be appointed?